Perhaps people are not meant to communicate. I'm not sure if people are meant to glide on the surface of reality like two dimensional dolls but sometimes thats how i feel about relations and the way we see it here. Is it because people don't bother or is it because they have no aptitude or ability to? Either way, its a sad case.
I have a friend here whom i really admire, but take him for example. The typical happy go lucky, social and popular. Very wholesome, nice and easy going. The perfect subject for my little experiment on human beings and testing their depths. I've been running this test for ages and if some of you have become unwitting subjects, i apologise, there has never been any malicious intent but just pure curiosity and a desire to understand. He strikes me as a sensitive enough person, but sadly enough, he could not respond to my calls for real connection. A sudden disdain came over me as i realised the shallowness of it all. Like some sort of pool of water, where you think it's deeper than it seems. There was to be no understanding of what it meant when i asked if he had ever been upset or angry. it was just evasion. oh god. thats the worst. self inflicted barriers.
Anyway this situation of human beings depresses me.
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