somedays i wake up with this terrible dream. the same damn dream that happens over and over again with the same damn effect to make me wake up in a sweat, sobbing silently. and for the one terrible second, you can't tell which world you're in or perhaps if you're just a phantom living or dead. These are the kind of experiences i get waking up from the unreal, and for that one moment it's as if everything is coming at you in one instant from all directions and you stand the the junction, target to these charging bulls. in one flash, they hit you and you feel the crux of immense pain. and then you wake up again.
and for the rest of the day you're numb with nothing to say and you can't go back to sleep again but you don't know if you're awake.
that's when you want to jump. or take a hike on the Trans-Siberian railway alone into the wilderness.
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